A Gnostic Revelation.

 

Happy to Burn.

My Self portrait: meditation and self immolation in 
the baptismal and holy fire of Kundalini rising,
leading to the Solarization of consciousness.

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Holy, Holy, Holy,

Baptism, Eucharist, and Matrimony.

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And there before me was the Sun-like Son.

He wore a crown of light

and sent down a river of fire!

Holy, holy, holy, Christ is come to Baptize:

I enter the stream, my life is washed clean,

he has lifted me up into his Presence, redeemed.

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The reverse-flowing Jordan rises up to the sky,

my world is laid waste, my ego denied.

It flows into the mouth of the shining-like Son;

holy, holy, holy, a Eucharist now comes!

He hungers for me, to make me his feast,

swallows me whole, my life to complete.

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High inside his Church up in Heaven above,

a marriage will wed us forever in Love.

I enter the chamber, where two are One only;

holy, holy, holy, the mystery of inner Matrimony.

In his fusion of light, the Priest of the Son

has joined us together. Thy will is now done.

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Through three sacramental rites

I offer up my separate life.

A burnt meal of my ego sacrificed,

delivers my Spirit unto Thee realized.
A Voice in my head dispels my con-fusion,

holy, holy, holy, "Let there be Union."

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My Self portrait: meditation and ego immolation,

with water turning to Wine and air proving Bread.

Proving the Bread of Eternal Life.

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I doubt my intuitive dough again,

with emotionally charged ideation;

believing the two egoic elements,

disavowing hallucinated teachings.

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The higher bicameral Executive,

is asleep and uncommunicative,

overburdened by the onus of proof,

dreaming to prove the eternal Loaf.

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Mushin of No-Mind Awareness,

the paradox of Empty-Fullness;

Sunyata of Buddhistic nihilism,

Nirvanic extinguishment of things.

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Animal id and ego consciousness,

who will I be beyond apotheosis?

I can speculate or test my Metal,

holy Grail for my Spirit and Soul.

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Fiery dough blooms risen Bread,

intuitive gnosis, not rational words;

be still of mind and doubt no more,

the Word leavened by the Mother.

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Fire burns to tell a higher truth,

destroys the old, reveals the proof;

turns water into reddening Wine,

proves the Bread in a New Skin. 

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