Mystery of the Sublimatrix.

"Sublimation is part of the royal art where the true gold is made.
Sublimation is a great mystery." (Jung)
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Mystery of the Sublimatrix.

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The universe conspires to see me alone,

where Dark Matter consumes my mind;

my elements disintegrate unlearned,

inside Prima Materia to be reFormed.

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Four into three Metals begin to shine,

the Tria Prima of the higher Mind;

Grail, mercurial Wine, golden Bread,

New Skin, holy Libation, drunken god.

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In Darkness a process of apotheosis;

the bicameral mind becoming conscious;

id sublimes into an Ideal Executive,

climbs the ladder, crosses ego's bridge.

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The libidinal secret fire gestates,

in the Womb of the Sublimatrix;

kundalini, rainbow serpent of psychosis,

unearths gold by Metal-morphosis.

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Isis, Black Madonna, Virgin, Whore,

the Prima Materia takes many forms;

death and rebirth are her undulations,

Pandora, Medusa, and Can of Worms.

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Into her Darkness we must regress,

extract the meaning from her chaos;

Whale in oceanic unconsciousness;

the Red Sea swells before it parts.

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The Sublimatrix calls us to descend,

Underworld, Hades, Vulcan's forge,

to find a lost and golden Child,

the Homunculus hidden in the Mind.

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Ripened "grapes of wrath" crushed,

Libation of an angry Mistress;

she fills my Grail with holy Blood,

the Leaven for ever-rising Bread. 

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ZOOMORPHIC APOTHEOSIS 
Zurvan, Persian Sun god. A human transforms by way
of apotheosis, metamorphosing into a god divine. 

"When Sophia (wisdom) saw what her desire had produced,
it changed into the figure of a snake with the face of a lion."
The Secret Book of John, 85 A.D.  Nag Hammadi Codex 4.
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(part 2)

Dancing with Death!

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Dreams are the dance of intuition,

thus of a morn I feel I'm burning;

must allow this nocturnal cleansing,

face the fear of Death's blowing.

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Frozen in the alchemical furnAce,

must stoke the fire of apotheosis;

allow the flow of wavy flames,

dancing with Lucifer now unchained.

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Dreams are our personal mythology,

story and purpose that sets me free;

refining earth into metallic Salt,

digesting the Sulfur in my Crucible.

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Death whispers its wish for me,

as we dance-up my Spirit's destiny;

water to Wine distilling Mercury,

secret meaning of dragon's Desire.

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Salty Blood in Grail of Mind,

my leavened Bread begins to shine;

the Point of Death is in its Wave,

a quantum collapse into one true Day!

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Happy to Burn.
My Self portrait: meditation and self immolation in 
the baptismal and holy fire of kundalini rising;
apotheosis into Solarization of consciousness.

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"I am the living Bread that came down from heaven.

 Whoever eats this Bread will live forever." John 6:51

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