Who the Grail Serves?

 The alchemical symbol for Gold.

"In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, 

and the Word was God."  John 1:1

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Who the Grail Serves?

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"Energy cannot die, only change its mind."

(1st law of thermodynamics)

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Death in Dark Mater disintegrates my ego,

id energy unbundles down the black hole;

awareness morphs in lord Hades' furnace,

Vulcan forges consciousness into I AMness.

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Elemental instincts become silvery Mind,

Salt of the earth, Salamander memBrane;

the id modified by two egoic languages,

chthonic dragon into pure Awareness.

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I feel regressed into deathlike emptiness,

in my quantum vacuum of no-thing-ness;

inside this Field I ride the dark Wave,

red Spirit to distil from a watery grave.

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I feel sadness, loss, a sense of stuckness,

watery~glue of my emotional resistance;

energy ebbs into a catabolic psychosis,

consciousness undergoes Metalmorphosis.

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Earthen id refined into crystallized Salt,

instinctual awareness into a Lucid Metal;

the emotionally charged logical mind,

de-energized by fire in my Helmet sealed.

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Who does the Grail serve transcendent,

this metallic Fluid of enLovenment?

Water discharged into Energy of Wine,

Mercury, Quintessence of the Blood~Moon.

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Luna serves the Sun of archetypal Light,

my quantum Solid dawns from the night;

logical energy baked into Logoic Bread,

immaculate Concept of the Ideal Word.

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A "discrete Bundle" of energy collapsed,

in the quantum Field inside the Mind;

id Subjectified by the breath of the Logos,

ego consciousness forged into I AMness.

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(part 2)

This Quantum Page.

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I feel atomized into No-thing-ness,

this Page underneath consciousness;

through the gaps between failing words,

in my Helmet of Salvation's Mind.

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My Observer has grown so resilient,

from the crystallization of metallic Salt;

I can hold the space of Black and White,

no longer afraid of Darkness and Light.

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Past the double-slit Pearly entrance,

I "enter through the narrow gates";

the wormhole for rising serpent-fire,

kundalini sublimated, returns on high.

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Isis unveils, Dark Matter red shifts,

Heaven heaves, the Red Sea parts:

the Wave collapses, leavening Bread,

her Spirit of Wine awakens the Word.

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This quantum Page is always here,

without it thoughts would disappear;

all colours emerge from White Light,

through Black Madonna and her Child.

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Azoth of the Philosophers by the legendary German alchemist Basil Valentine, 1659.